1-2-07 Britt / MaryEllen Staples (sister) BRITTANY - YOU ARE NOT WASTING YOUR TIME AT ALL - ANYTHING POSITIVE THAT IS WRITTEN ON THIS SITE IS NEVER A WASTE OF TIME - BELIEVE ME WHEN I TELL YOU THAT I COME ON EVERYDAY - I JUST WAS LETTING YOU EXPRESS YOURSELF AND YOU HAVE DONE GREAT! ALTHOUGH TIME GOES BY & NO PHONE CALLS - I STILL LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND THINK OF YOU EVERYDAY - JUST AS I DO YOUR MOM - I DO BETTER WHEN I KEEP TO MYSELF & DO MY BEST TO BE THERE FOR HEATHER & BUBBA - DON'T EVER DOUBT OUR LOVE FOR YOU. AUNT MARY
1-2-07(i hope yall are reading this stuff) / Brittany (daughter) I really do hope y'all read all this stuff, cuz im not a good typer, and it takes me forever to type this stuff, and im gettin the feelin yall dont like this stuff. so email me, or comment back on here.
I guess ill leave another poem on here, but i really hope im not wasting my time.
This one's my favorite.
"How Amazing is My figure"
You always let the mirror tell you who you are- to put you down or lift you up: in which designer jaeans compliment your shape.
You always use the mirror to cover up your scars- because you're ashamed of what you like, and who you really are.
You always use the mirror to put away the past,- but the cracks you look into only brings it back.
You always use the mirror to put you in your place- to stoop you lower behind the mask, and walk in disbelief.
Why don't you put away the mirror? find out who you really are, show your scars, face your past, and find your place.
That's what i did- how amazing is my figure.
THE END.
yeah- i hoped you liked it..
here are some lyrics i didnt write, but i really like.
(Staind,"Falling")
Dont blame me-you didnt get it. Falling is easy, its getting back uo that may cause the problrm. If you dont believe you can find a way out, you become the problem. I already told you. Dont blame me-you didnt get it. Falling is easy, its getting back up that may cause the problem. If you dont believe you can find your way out, you become the problem. (my fave part) If you believe you can find the way out, you solve the problem- you solve your problem.
Hope yall liked it- email me.
-mitt -britt
1-1-07/ Brittany (daughter) Hey- Today is the first day of 2007- i always set my resolution for failure, but im gonna stick with it this year.
okay, here's another poem i wrote.im secretly wishing some good publisher's gonna look at the site and email me, asking for some more of my work-that would be setting for failure.
"Scatter the Ashes"
I know you've tried to forget her, but, let's face the truth- you couldn't handle letting go of all the times.
Now she's gone- walkinh hand-in-hand with her savior, and while you scatter the ashes, you shed a tear- only because you know she's looking down at you.
You're wondering is she's proud- or if she even cares: if she wants you to be someone else, or loves you as you are.
You fret and quiver- crying all the time.
all you know is crashing around you- all in a place where it shouldn't be.
she knows your fret and sorrow- and she wnts you to know:she loves you and is proud- your gaurdian angel.
Stand tall and be strong- she need you now: to look over and talk to before you sleep.
she can hear you- and smiles with every word.
and while you scatter the ashes- you shed a tear: a tear you'll have in common with your gaurdian angel.
THE END
i hope you liked it.
ttyl.
email me.
-britt
Sorry it's been so long. / Britt Munn (daughter) I know i havent written lately, but im startin back. I thought i might start makin it public that im a writer.I usually write poetry and songs, and im thinkin bout postin some on here for everyone to read and comment back on.
Here's a poem i wrote.Make sure you state ur opinion in a comment-i love to read what people think of my writing.
"The Floor is more Fitting for my Face" Walking back and forth- pacing and wondering how it could be you.
You always seem to push harded than i can stand.
Im falling again- just like old times- all the times when you pushed.
And my face is pressed against the cold again.
Against the freezing floor- soothing the scars.
How could you not see?
i've grown prone to this- it doesn't hurt anymore.
im beggining to see: this is where i should be.
i know you're ignoring me.
My eyes roll back and flash- with cold memory
I swore i wouldnt give in, and im not(giving in)-im giving up
And before you know it i'll be gone- just like you want.
And i'm gone.
THE END>
i hoped you like it-its not the best -ive written better,but its just the start of all my posting-and its copyrighted, so dont try to pledgarise-or ill sue.
comment back ur opinions.
world peace.
-britt
December16th/ Julie Wright (Aunt) Dear Tammy, On December 16th,2006 at 5:30 AM our Nana, passed away at 93 years old. Please look out for her. Hellen had been awaiting this for the last 2 years she wanted to go be with her husband.we know she is in a better place than we are.I also want to say thanks for any hand in protecting us from the tree that came crashing into our house on dec 13th Mark and I would have been killed or seriously injured.I know we were being watched overHappy new year your missed very much.
Don't lose hope / Julie (Aunt) I know it seems harsh that they did not want any thing of Tammy visible They want it to be unemotional which is just wrong!!!!The truth is so loud&clear keep praying. The justice system is so ass backwards It seems too make know sense......The family please just stay tight & love each other the only time you have is right now that is for sure . Hang in there. Hey someone give Brittany my address (snail mail.)
I am here if you need another mother that has walked this long road of grief..
May peace and comfort embrace you, Brenda Wendy forever 21
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I hope justice was on Tammy's side today / Julie Wright (Aunt)
Dear Family, I have been worrying all day about the trial& Mary's broken heart and of course the entire family has to relive this nightmare again......I hope my sister is holding on.......I have been reading all the tributes to Tammy I feel so far away and removed it is hard too contribute sometimes.I hope that things went well in court.Brittany Hold on to your faith I know Heavenly Father is holding your heart,Stay close to your Sister&Brother&all your cousins You have a strong family network. Take care all Watch over them Miss Tammy
So Proud of Brittany / Terri Cook (Brittany's Aunt )
Brittany asked me to visit this site and read some of her writings. Her writing has touched me so. I am SO Proud of her and I know that Tammy is also. Brittany has grown from a scrawny little runt to a beautiful teenager. Each day that passes she becomes more beautiful and more special to me and all of her family. Brittany, you are an inspiration to all of us. We may not talk like we should and spend as much time with the ones that we love while we have them, but let's not forget to make the effort to spend as much time with each other as we can. You have made both sides of your family proud of you and we all love you so very much. Keep up the writing to your Mama because it has helped in your healing process and always remember that when we get to the Promised Land that your Mama will be waiting with open arms for all 3 of her babies! Tammy, Happy Birthday (early) and Merry Christmas. We all miss you!
I MISS YOU! / MaryEllen Staples (Sister) TAMS- AS THE HOLIDAYS APPROACH - EACH DAY SEEMS LONGER - AFTER 6 YEARS ?? YES IT HAS GOTTEN EASIER BUT GOD AND YOU ONLY KNOW HOW VERY MUCH I NEED YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Quotes from me to you / Britt Munn (daughter) Do not follow where the path may lead-instead go where there is no path and leave a trail. *Without order, nothing can exist-without chaos, though, nothing can eveolve. *Nature doesn't need a hero.For one thing, he violates the law of energy conservation, and for another, how can it be survival of the fittest when the fittest keeps putting himself in places wher he's most likely to be creamed. *Beauty is only skin-deep and the world is full of thin-skinned people.
Here are some funny ones *Why don't sheep shrink when it rains.??? *Always remember that you are unique-just like evryone else.-lol- *It has been provwn hello is a good greeting, because if you walked into a room and said good-bye, you'd confuse allot of people. *there i sat, broken hearted-i tried to s**t, but only farted-lateron i took a chance-i tried to fart and S**t my pants!-lol
last but not least: quoting is the cat of repeating the words of another.
I know this isnt really 'bout the site, but, if you know me, you know i have to brighten the mood, and besides, my mom would've laughed till she peed!!!!!!!
-britt
I'd give it all.......Just to see her one more time. / Brittany Munn (first daughter )Read >>
I'd give it all.......Just to see her one more time. / Brittany Munn (first daughter )
Everyday, all the time, I think about my mom, and sometime si even feel guilty, feeling like there's something i couldve done, even though i know it was just her time-as the lord demanded. I always heve dreams that she comes down from heaven and give sme one of her" teddy bear" hugs and kisses my forehead to tell me how much she misses and loves me as i do her, and then tells me goodbye. Thats all i want is to see her one more time to make sure she knows how much i really do love her. I have a feeling she knows me and how i feel, so i have comfort, though.
check out these lyrics: When i see your smile....tears roll down my face-i cant retrace-and now that im strong ive figured out how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul-but i know-deep inside-i van be the one I will never let u fall-ill be there for you forever-Ill stand up for you whenever-even when my savior sends me to heaven.please dot walk away and please tell me youll stay.
It kinda reminds me of me and my mom's relationship now that shes gone-shes still there for me and vice versa.
i levae you with a quote: **walking a mile in some-one else's shoes sure does sound easy......but how often do we actually try it?
Praying for justice / Julie Wright (Aunt)
Tammy, I heard that the evil man is going to try to get a new trial!!I am praying that this Supreme court have open eyes and see the facts clearly.......HOW tell me How he can even get this far I am so angryMy heart aches for Mary and your mom,my sis I know how much I love my sisters I know yours must just be missing you......I would like to see HIM serve his time .What is it about giving evil persons freedom????I hope this goes the right way For the sake of your kids and the whole family justice must be served. I Love how strong your kids sound, I am glad for that.You live on in themClose
Heather, I miss you too! / Britt Munn (first daughter )Read >>
Heather, I miss you too! / Britt Munn (first daughter ) Heather, I miss you too and I htink about you alot too.Call me sometime and I can come over and we can throw up in parking lots and ill pee in my pants(world:its an inside joke)
Check out these lyrics, they're exactly fit for me!!!!!
She's independent and beautiful-wish I could be like her.She's got the boys and girls so wrapped around her finger.Rmor is:she's some kind of dream-nobody knows SHE CRIES HERSELF TO SLEEP. we are not that different from each other-we just want somebody to discover who we relly are when we drop our gaurd-that love has got to start with you and me.
People at school always come up to me and tell me how pretty, in shape, and nice I am and that they wish they were me, but , really if they were they would want to be anyone else, so those lyrics are perfect for me.
Ill have more lyrics tomorrow(music is the most important thing in my life)!!!!
Celebration Day / Karen Costello (Friend of Family )Read >>
Celebration Day / Karen Costello (Friend of Family )
Tammy I know one day there will be a huge celebration in the Heavens when you all meet again. You are missed by so many so much. I keep your family in my prayers always. I see their hurt and feel their pain. But I also know one day there will be a Celebration like no other when you all meet again. So I am leaving them with this poem I believe is fitting.
If Tears Could Build A Stairway
If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane. I would walk right up to Heaven and bring you back again.
No Farewell words were spoken. No time to say "Goodbye". You were gone before I knew it. And only God knows why.
My heart still aches with sadness. And secret tears still flow. What it meant to love you- No one can ever know.
But now I know you want me, to mourn for you no more: To remember all the happy times, life still has much in store.
Since you'll never be forgotten. I pledge to you Today- A hollowed place within my heart is where you will always stay.
To the family of Tammy Munn
May God shed His Grace on Thee And may you all know He is every so present. May one day the family have Peace, because you all deserve that. Unil then God Bless you all and keep you through these darkest hours.
The value of memories / Elizabeth Price (Family Friend )
I, as I'm sure many other people do, find it difficult to write on a site dedicated to someone I never had the opportunity to meet. Seeing the pain left by her loss though has given me some insight into how special of a person she was. And having similar loss in my life, I can relate to a degree with the sorrow any family touched by such evil must live with. Death is a fact of life, it is unavoidable and must be experienced by all that live, we can only trust in our faith and believe that our Heavenly Father has a good reason and purpose for the way He calls us home. That leaves those of us here with only memories of the people we love. Everyone knows how priceless a memory is when it's all that remains, and thankfully we have been blessed with many ways in which to treasure them. Songs that brings back smiles, scents that make someone seem so close you could touch them again, places where a memory is so vivid it seems tangible, all of these are blessings that we much treasure and enjoy. If a song brings someone's smile or voice into your heart, play it often and enjoy it always. If a perfume or laundry detergent or food takes you back to somewhere wonderful, go there often keeping your memories alive and vibrant. If a going to a special place makes you feel like you are there with someone you love and miss, go as often as you can. We are lucky that we have been blessed with the ability to have and enjoy such strong remembrances, and when someone we love leaves us behind, they are often all we have. Relish them often, visit them as much as possible, and keep the person you love with you as much as you can. God Bless all that have been hurt as this family has, and may He bless you all with beautiful vivid memories that never fade. Close
Getting involved / Julie Wright (Aunt)
Because now I see the world differently since Tammy was taken from the family,I am trying to help the Wang family .When Barry Massy and Michael harris were 13&15 they decided to go rob The steilicome Marina,But before they could they felt the need to find a gun to get the gun they beat an old woman half to death.Then proceeded to rob the marina they shot and the first shot was fatal.But they needed too be sure so they then stabbed him 7 times and shot him again....20 years later Barry massey wants out he says he really was not the one who did any of the killing,he only confessed because he was afraid of what his friend would do to him. Barry massey is having a clemensey hearing OCT 30 06,Our Govenor in WA stsate could set him free......With no tracking or parole What kind of legal system do we have???? I am writing to Govenor Gregoire again, I want to encourage anyone who wants to join in please We know the wangs Shirley has been a widow and raised 2 children alone and ran the marina alone.She is the only woman at the geoduck auctions, she has been a steady business partner and we consider her a friend.So I want Tammy to know This violence has to stop, we can make a difference at least in her memory I want to try.These boys got all of 30 ish dollars and some candy when they were caught Barry said I am going to jail for the rest of my like arn't I. He knew then he was bad and had done a terrible thing now he wants to be free he was an awful inmate always in trouble spent lots of time in isolation.Now he whines I lost my childhood well so did the wang children. WA.GOV will get you to the spot to write to the Gov. Close
Tammy,Wow - 6 years- it seems like an eternity since I have seen you but yet it seems like yesterday when I think of that night. Saturday night it was cool and I thought back to that night when we exchanged clothes and went out as best friends and sisters to have a good time before you went home to your home to take your babies-because they told us you would be safe then, unfortunately you didn't even get to tell Britt,Alyssa, & Matt that you loved them, just one last time before they would never see you again - thanks to "him". Everyday I think back to that night and beat myself up trying to bring you back - I pray that I will soon be able to stop looking for answers and just accept that I won't see you again until that BLESSED REUNION DAY - I guess until then I am going to hold my head up high and thank God for those three beautiful children you left with us - however, ALWAYS please be their guardian Angel on their shoulder - How very much they need you and if since they cannot have you - I pray everyday that we watch over them with the help of the Good Lord and yourself. I miss you more today than I did yesterday and I will miss you even more tomorrow. With all my love and hugs.... your bis "sis" MaryEllen
Tributes and Condolences
Happy new year your missed very much.
My heart aches for Mary and your mom,my sis I know how much I love my sisters I know yours must just be missing you......I would like to see HIM serve his time .What is it about giving evil persons freedom????I hope this goes the right way For the sake of your kids and the whole family justice must be served. I Love how strong your kids sound, I am glad for that.You live on in them
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