I am dearly sorry / Melanie Brown (High School Friend )
Oh Tammy, I cried when I seen the memorial site. Her kids are so beautiful. I am sorry to hear about it. Please give my condolences to your parents. In God's loving Hands,
Melanie
Nine Years since u were taken from us / MaryEllen Staples (best friend/sister )
I can't believe it has been nine years - seems like it was just yesterday that you hugged me and told me you loved me - I miss the way you smell "Jovan White Musk" - I can close my eyes and still smell it - I miss your laugh and most of all my miss best friend !! I have lost sisters and friends over the years but none like losing you - I ask God everyday why "you" ??????? Why did we have to endure that - why Britt-Syssa-Matt? Why Nana?? I guess we are told that there is a reason for everything that happens............
I am still waiting - I still miss you & know that we will be together again one day.
Dad's birthday just passed -he would have 63- wow and he has been gone for 19 years this past September- you never got over that did ?? None of us ever have ..... and again we can ask why??
I count my blessings everyday that Mom is with us - God definitely made a "concrete angel" when he created our mother - the hell on this earth that she has endured only an angel of God could handle.... Meibe one day she will find peace on this earth.
I miss you so much !!!
Time may heal - but the heart still hurts..... / Mary Staples (sister)
hey tams - some time has gone by since i have been on - or since anyone has been on for that matter. but the important thing is that your babies, your mom , your family and your friends know that if ever they want to see your pictures, send a message or whatever it takes - they can come to this site. that is what i designed it for. i have some really good days and i have some really bad days. but not a day goes by that i dont miss you so much and wish that you were here - your babies and mom miss you too !!!!!
Praise the Lord!!!! / Beth McAndrews (friend) My sister just emailed me the article about the gutless coward that took Tammy's life, and justice has prevailed!!!! I know her family will rest easier now, knowing that he will NEVER get out of prison, and he can NEVER hurt anyone else!!
JUSTICE WIN"S!!!!!!! / Julie Wright (Aunt) I am so thankful I can't even believe all these educated people would even take another look at any other sentence for him. We need a little less mercy shown to these guilty evil criminals! Thank goodness now you can all rest a little easier...
My hearts still with you every day / Peggy (MA) Steward (Friend of Marys ) My heart (or at least what is left of it) thinks of you every day..ALL of you. You are all so strong and it makes my empty spaces just a little bit filled again just to know you. Mary, you know I didnt know your sister Tammy... but this site and all the stories you tell, makes me feel like I did. After all, we are only what people remember and pass on to others .. .Please know I am ALWAYS here for you and for the kids. Make sure they have my emails ok?
SO Glad I found the site again. GLAD that our 'legal system" FINALLY did something right. Hugs Love Memories and LIFE Peggy (the other Mom)
i hate the way this song sounds, but i love the lyrics....here they are.
oh, and by the way-still pray for me!!!!!
Josh Turner - Me And God Lyrics
(feat. Ralph Stanley)
There ain't nothing that can't be done By me and God Ain't nobody come in between me and God One day we'll live together Where the angels trod Me and God
Early in the morning talking it over Me and God Late at night talking it over Me and God You could say where like two peas in a pod Me and God
He's my Father He's my friend The beginning And the end He rules the world With a staff and rod We're a team Me and God
I am weak and he is strong Me and God He forgives me when I'm wrong Me and God He's the one I lean on When life gets hard Me and God
He's my Father He's my friend The beginning And the end He rules the world With a staff and rod We're a team Me and God
He rules the world With a staff and rod We're a team Me and God
We're a team Me and God
ha.
bye y'all
-britt-
Finally./ Brittany Munn (daughter) Things in my life have taken some turns lately.
I was in an orrtorrical(cant spell)contest and all the sucky people won and the good people didn't. My computer got a virus and all my downloaded songs(about 500-600)got deleted and my parents won't let me download for free.(music is my life, so this was a tragedy) I entered a poetry contests(300 and somethin entered and 50 something were chosen)and i got picked, so now im gettin publlished(finally) My mp3 player(my life and love)got stolen, and my dad blamed me(for bein irresponsibel), but it was in my purse with me all day. I got a new downloading service.YYYAAAYY!!!!its so much faster and cooler.its napster. I collect pigs and flamingos(my fave animals)and i went to this antique shop and found two antique pigs for my collection. I found out im takin all honors next year.(honors algebra 2, honors english 3, etc.)
kk.here are some lyrics by bullet for my valentine Artist: Bullet For My Valentine Album: The Poison Year: 2005 Title: All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around You) (Live) Print Correct
Once more I'll say goodbye to you things happen but we don't really know why if it's supposed to be like this why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?
oh yeah
torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears I'm not feeling this situation run away, try to find that same place you can't hide, it's the best place to be when you're feeling like me, me, yeah, yeah all these things I hate revolve around me, me, yeah, yeah, just back off before I snap.
once more you tell those lies to me why can't you just be straight up with honesty? when you say those things in my ear why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?
oh yeah
wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe I'm not feeling this situation <a href="http://www.lyricsmania.com">Lyrics</a> run away try to find that same place you can't hide it's the best place to be when you're feeling like me, me, yeah, yeah all these things I hate revolve around me, me, yeah, yeah, just back off before I snap and you'll see me, me, me all these things I hate revolve around me, me, yeah, yeah, just back off before I snap
torn apart at the seams are my dreams to the tears I'm not feeling this situation run away try to find that same place you can't hide it's the best place to be when you're feeling like me
it's the best place to be when you're me, me, yeah, yeah, all these things I hate revolve around me, me, yeah, yeah, just back off before I snap and you'll see me, me, all these things I hate revolve around me, me, yeah, yeah, just back off before I snap
moving on.... here are some lyrics by the red jumpsuit apparatus..
Artist: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Album: Don't You Fake It Year: 2006 Title: False Pretense Print Correct
Oh, it's time to let it go
The world's got a funny way of turning 'round on you When a friend tries to stab you right in the face Losing faith in everything I thought I hoped I knew Don't sweat it, {it was} set on false pretense
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change And it doesn't seem likely to fade Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know...
It's sacrifice False pretense you'll hurt again Stop pretending to deny False pretense you'll hurt again
All along you know you thought you got the best of me {But} you were wrong and I'm laughing right in your face I cannot believe you claimed you were my family Don't sweat it - it's set on false pretense
Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change And it doesn't seem likely to fade Betrayed but not gonna be willing to change <a href="http://www.lyricsmania.com">Lyrics</a> Cu-cu-cu-cuz you know...
It's sacrifice False pretense you'll hurt again Stop pretending to deny False pretense you'll hurt again
Oh, it's time to let it go
I can't seem to understand it how you turned out to be so cold You tried but were caught red handed, are you happy with your role? It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke...
It's sacrifice False pretense you'll hurt again Stop pretending to deny False pretense you'll hurt again
So play the game until you run out And play the game into my hand
kk. heres something i wrote... ur the first to see.....!!!
"Waste of Time" And when all you ever do is cry: just take a breath and close your eyes. They walked away without a trace- and have long forgotten your tired face. So now you take your final breath. You dream of heaven: You drean of death. The road you've traveled, all along: the road less traveled- hard and long. So now you call upon the grave, and pray to God your soul be saved. You run to the end of the road, and finally see your dreams unknown. Now all your time has faded away. You'd wished for death, but now you pray for one more day. So the clock is racing, yet the days pass slow. Hanging on to the second hand: when you let go it will be the end. So much lost and so much gained. The Lord is taking you from your pain. And crying is a waste of time: take a breath and close your eyes.
THE END!!!!! yep. my bff liked it so i thought id come and put some stuff on here.yall should email me sumtime.
-britt
I MISS YOU AUNT TAMMY!! / HEATHER DOWEY (NEICE) AUNT TAMMY I MISS YOU NOW MORE THAN EVER YOU DONT KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I THINK ABOUT YOU AND WISH YOU WERE HERE! I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT HOW MAYBE THINGS WOULD BE ALOT DIFFERENT IF YOU WERE STILL HERE! EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT YOU I HAVE TO STOP MYSELF FROM CRYING AND KEEP MYSELF STRONG BECAUSE I MISS YOU NOW MORE THAN EVER! EVERYDAY THAT I GOES BY I WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE! I NOT ONLY WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE FOR ME AND MY MOM BUT FOR YOUR THREE LITTLE ANGELS YOU NEED YOU MORE THAN EVER! YOU WOULD BE SO PROUD OF ALL THREE OF THEM! EVERYDAY I ASK MYSELF WHY HE TOOK YOU FROM US CAUSE WE ALL NEED SO MUCH! TAMMY YOU WERE LIKE A SECOND MOTHER TO ME AND I WISH THAT YOU COULD COME BACK AND BE WITH ME AGAIN! AUNT TAMMY WATCH OVER YOU "BEANS" AND THE REST OF THE FAMILY EVERYDAY! WE ALL MISS YOU AND WISH YOU WERE! I LOVE YOU!
ejys neyjn / Britt Munn (dughter) Just two days ago, i was talking to someone who i thought was my best friend(turns out he wasnt-he lied all this time) adnd all he was doin was coplainin about how bad he had it, and it made me think that he should SHUT UP, because i deal w ith a thousand times more than that even on a good day, and i always thought he was my good friend, but then he would always be so mean to me and tell his mom to tell j=him he had to go so he wouldnt have to talk , and he talked about me behind my bac(found that out first hand), then lied about it when i had listened to every word, and i hate when people lie to me about something as stupid as that.n-e-hoo, i was sooo mad at him and so i told him if he didnt bring all my stuff back on monday, he was gonna find out what backstabbing really was(i no his secrets). well, here are three sets of lyrics-i love them all and can realte to all of them.theyre all by avril lavigne.
ok, nevermind-the lyrics arent comin up, so wutev.
-britt
3-2-07 "homesick"by mercyme / Britt Munn (daughter) You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry Is how long must I wait to be with you
I close my eyes and I see your face If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow I've never been more homesick than now
Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same Cause I'm still here so far away from home
I close my eyes and I see your face If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow I've never been more homesick than now
In Christ, there are no goodbye And in Christ, there is no end So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have To see you again To see you again
And I close my eyes and I see your face If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
yep.
-britt
hey y'all>check out these lyrics. / Britt Munn (daughter) "Remember To Feel Real"
So here's the truth you were right all along they were never my friends and I was living a lie but I won't fall for it next time
You figured me out I'm like a leaf in the wind I try to find who I am but wind up lost in the end sometimes it's hard to know what's real when your not
'Cause you know I change myself to impress whoever happens to be next to me but I'm sick of trying so hard waste all your time with me I know I'm a mess right now don't give up believe I'd wait it out for you waste all your time with me I know I'm a mess right now don't give up believe I'd wait it out for you
Everyday I'm just making my rounds just digging a home six feet underground sometimes it's hard to know what's real when you're not
'Cause you know I change myself to impress whoever happens to be next to me but I'm sick of trying so hard waste all your time with me I know I'm a mess right now don't give up believe I'd wait it out for you waste all your time with me I know I'm a mess right now don't give up believe I'd wait it out for you
Nothing's here for me Nothing's here for me But you Nothing's here for me But you
Waste all your time with me I know I'm a mess right now don't give up believe I'd wait it out for you waste all your time with me I know I'm a mess right now don't give up believe I'd wait it out for you
The distance and my hearts to sand Flowing through the hour glass Time to let go of all we know and break our hearts in stride.
I need you now more like yesterday The last day I could see you smile. For the last time turn out the lights My life on standby.
So standby and watch This fall away and fall apart.
Just say that it's over, It's over and she's gone. (NOW... SHE'S...GONE)
Don't worry he Said, and she's not coming home. (SHE'S....NOT...COMING...HOME)
It's over and she's gone.
The distance and my hearts to sand Flowing through the hour glass. I fall to pieces, I can't let go Of all the times I never said goodbye.
Just say that it's over, It's over and she's gone. (NOW... SHE'S...GONE)
Don't worry he said, and she's not coming home. (SHE'S....NOT...COMING...HOME)
It's over and she's gone.
Wake up
WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! (WAKE UP!) Wake up now it's over... (WAKE UP!) Just tell me it's ok to die (WAKE UP!) Wake up now it's over... (WAKE UP!) Just tell me it's ok to die
Wake up now it's over... just tell me it's ok to die Wake up now it's over... just tell me it's ok to die
and here are some more by hawthorne heights...
"This Is Who We Are"
Between the future and the past tense Lies the present and the distance So you think we're never coming back Scoring points for passion and persistence Between the lines and the highway Lies the danger and the safety You never thought this was gonna last I always knew you'd never take it back
I always knew (I always knew)
[Chorus: x2] I know it seems like we're never coming back I know it feels like we're never coming back You tried your best and you knew it wouldn't last They were the words that she placed on her casket
Between the sadness and the smile Lies the flicker of the fire You always said this never hurt you I always said you were a liar With all the towers and the wires There still lies a little silence Two hearts and one connection One voice lacks emotion now
I always knew (I always knew)
[Chorus x2]
Instead of flowers like words that never mattered Close it off forget about the sadness (close it off forget about the sadness) He always said she should have tried crying Blaming him, as she was lying down
Not coming back (Not coming back) Not coming back (Not coming back)
i love those two songs.i had to cober, cuz i havent had n-e time to write n-e of my own.
mom, i miss you-i talk to you all the time, and when i come to meet yah ill let u know how long you've been gone with the biggest hug ever known.
i wrote this.
its not as good, but itll have to pass for now.
im actually gonna write two.
first one's dedicated to my mother-and the secondis to whoever wants it to be for them, i guss.LOL>even tho that wasnt really funny.i think its hilarious when ppl say stuff that aint funny and they think it is.LOL>that wasnt really funny either-but u get the idea, huh?
"And My Dream Came true" You solved the mysteries- forgat all the lies, and still-to me-this was no surprise. I always knew you'd never give up- covering the past-sealing it shut. I got what i wanted- i always have, but i've never eally been happy. I feel so bad. Like something's not right- somsthing's not true. Still my dream came true-my dream of you. You came at the right moment-just the right time. I only wish you knew:im thinking of you with every line. so i guess now you do. My dream came true-my dream of you.
The End.
okay, so it sucked worse than i thought,but too bad-i read that if you write something every day, youll get better, so i couldnt really tink at that moment.
here goes the second one.this is my best friends favorite.
"someone to..." i need someone-someone new. someone who loves me-someone who's true.
someone to lay next to me at night-and when i wake up from bad dreams-to hold me tight.
some one to talk to...besides my best friend.someone who forgives again and agian.
someone who believes every word i say-someone who supports me-whichever way.
someone who thinks im the perfect girl-someone who thinks im just the right swirl. (a swirl of cute and smart and sweet)-
compared to every type theyll come to meet-
the icecream flavor they would chose-or even that fvaorite one pair of shoes.
i need someone-anyone new.someone who loves me-anyone who's true.
the end.
same story with that one.
heres some lyrics i didnt write.i dont like country, but i do love this song....(im changin the 2nd verse for myself.)
Brad Paisley/Dolly Parton "when i get wher im going"
When I get where I'm going On the far side off the sky The first thing that I'm gonna do Is spread my wings and fly
I'm gonna land beside a lion And run my fingers through his mane Or I might find out what it's like To ride a drop of rain
Yeah when I get where I'm goin There'll be only happy tears I will shed the sins and struggles I have carried all these years And I'll leave my heart wide open I will love and have no fear Yeah when I get where I'm going Don't cry for me down here
I'm gonna walk with my moma And she'll match me step for step And I'll tell her how I missed her Every minute since she left Then I'll hug her neck
Yeah when I get where I'm goin There'll be only happy tears I will shed the sins and struggles I have carried all these years And I'll leave my heart wide open I will love and have no fear Yeah when I get where I'm going Don't cry for me down here
So much pain and so much darkness In this world we stumble through All these questions I can't answer So much work to do
But when I get where I'm going And I see my maker's face I'll stand forever in the light Of his amazing grace Yeah when I get where I'm goin Oh When I get where I'm goin There'll be only happy tears Hallelujah I will love and have no fear When I get where I'm going Yeah when I get where I'm going
I HAVE NOT BEEN ON HERE IN A WHILE ITS KINDA HARD FOR ME~ WELL TAMMY YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU AND WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE FOR MY MOM WHEN SHE NEEDS YOU (WHICH IS ALOT) AND NANA AND EVEN ME YOU WERE LIKE A MOM TO ME I ALSO WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE TO SEE BRITTANY GROW UP SHE IS S SUCH A GREAT PERSON SHE IS GROWING UP TO EVERYTHING THAT YOU WOULD WANT HER TTO BE AND WAY MORE! WELL AGAIN I MISS YOU VERY MUCH AND WISH EVERYDAY THAT YOU WERE HERE WITH US! LUV YA *HEATHER*
my favorite so far. / Britt Munn (daughter)Read >>
my favorite so far. / Britt Munn (daughter)
hey-this poem is my favorite sooo far, so i hope you like it, too.i wrote it as a song,but right now im gonna write it in poem format.
"i swear i will" All that i feel: youll never know.
all that i think will never show.
*these word i write- ill never speak; you wont find out whats inside of mr. i cant explain the things i feel. and i fyou tell, i swear i will.*
i lost you between night and day- all the feelings faded away.
we always laughed at the thought to say: we loved each other more every day.
*these word i think- ill never speak. you wont find out whats inside of me. i cant explain the way i feel, and i you tell, i swear i will.*
and how can you let a true love go- let them leave without letting them know.
wre moving on,but moving slow. im moving on- im letting you know
*these words i write, ill never speak. you wont find out whats inside of me. i cant eplain these things i feel, and i you tell, i swear i will*
i swear i will.
the end.
i really actually like that on, so i hope you do, too.
g2g
notmuch goin on in my life today, or right now in general.
here ya go>>>im back. / Britt Munn (daughter)Read >>
here ya go>>>im back. / Britt Munn (daughter)
hey, since allot of people seem to like it, im gonna put another poem on her>>>>it doesnt really have a point, but my bff likes it, so i guess its okay.
"Chasing Shadows"
When your soul leaves you- what follows you around all day, when you run to find your shadow.
You miss it there behind you- following every way; and you chase it through the darkness: where it ran away.
And you give uo late at last- after searching forever: only to think it's made its great escape.
And when youve forgotten, or into the next day; you look back behind you, and there your shadow lay.
You smile to yourself; you knew itd come back. and htough you had your doubts: your shadow's always got your back.
well, i hope you liked it-i guess its okay-well drop a call and email me guys!!!!!!!
Hey!!!!!I just checked my amil and read some stuff, so now im here and im gonna put another poem on here.ummm, i dont really think this one is the best, but it'll have to do for now.
"Already Gone" With nothing left to lose, i found a door- and you did too.
We reached in the darkness- a darkness full of nothing: and we imagined something to hold on to.
We reached in for different things- we pulled out the same.
And we stood tall, tall with our new posession.
But we didn't hold on - we knew all along, you can't hold onto what's already gone.
W found happiness- imagined it up.
But we didn't hold on- not for long, 'cuz we knew all along:
Back Aagin.1-15-07 / Brittany Munn (daughter)Read >>
Back Aagin.1-15-07 / Brittany Munn (daughter)
Hey everyone-im back again, and im bored, so i figured i would write.
well, here's a poem i wrote and i hope you like it.
"Turned My Back and Walked Away"
I quit counting the years it's been since you left- and I quit counting the nights i've spent crying-calling out to you- hoping my tears would bring you here.
When home isn't home, you now something's wrong- and when flying feels like falling, you'll know you've been falling all along.
When peace is only more chaos, youll knowyou're life has changed. and when everything comed s crashing down, youll know the real world is there with you.
I quit counting, 'cuz i know you're really gone- i never knew it was true all along- you're not coming home, so i'm moving on.
All my tears wasted on time well worth spending- and i cried to call to you- i knew you were listening.
i didnt get any response- it made me question: Were you even there all along??
So i turned my ack and walked away- ill give it all away.
I quit counting the years it's been since you left- and i quit counting the nights i've spent crying-calling to you-hoping my tears would bring you here.
where you belong.
i know you're there- i tell myself every day.
i call to you every day.
The End.
well, i hoped you liked it-i just wrote it and it doesnt really mean all that stuff in a mean way like it seems-its just how i feel.
im soooo excited for valentine's day.
i got my braces changed to pink and red with bright pink rubber-bands, and im getting two new underoath shirts from my daddy.
Tributes and Condolences
I was in an orrtorrical(cant spell)contest and all the sucky people won and the good people didn't.
My computer got a virus and all my downloaded songs(about 500-600)got deleted and my parents won't let me download for free.(music is my life, so this was a tragedy)
I entered a poetry contests(300 and somethin entered and 50 something were chosen)and i got picked, so now im gettin publlished(finally)
I got a new downloading service.YYYAAAYY!!!!its so much faster and cooler.its napster.
I collect pigs and flamingos(my fave animals)and i went to this antique shop and found two antique pigs for my collection.
I found out im takin all honors next year.(honors algebra 2, honors english 3, etc.)
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