Aunt Tammy, we just got back from nana's house from eating Thanksgiving and like always we missed you very much you were thought of the whole time, and each holiday that goes by especially around Christmas i miss you more and more and it is harder and harder to enjoy them without you but then i remember that you are looking down on us and you would want us to be happy! So i just want you to know that there is not a moment that i dont think about you and wish you were here with us and not moment goes by that i dont miss you very much! please watch over us especially momma and nana they both need it! ily<3
thinkin of you / Monica Magdaleno (friend of family ) Tammy, I have heard so many wonderful things about you and i really wish that i could have met you. your sister Mary, has been there for me to see me through so many things and she has told me so many things about you. i have heard stories about things that you and her and bopbop have done together. you guys sounded like you had sooo much fun together. i dont really know you but i know lots about you and what a wonderful person you are and i want you to know that i love ya and i always keep you in mind and keep you in my prayers.
" and to Tammy's beautiful kids i want you to know that you guys are also in my prayers. just keep your head up and always smile. remember that there is a brighter day ahead. (even if it is when you got to heaven and see her again.) never let anyone bring you down; always live for today and not tommorrow!!! know that your family loves you and will be there when no one else will. stay strong and keep moving foward!
Love me!! monica
re/ Britt Munn (daughter) Mom, I don't really know how to talk to you and keep my strength at the same time. I always feel so bad that i don't cry for you, but i do miss you, and now i cry more than i can even take, but most of the time it isn't even worth it. I know you won't be coming back here, but i still don't believe it's true-im the girl at school who grows up without a mom. You wouldn't even guess if you just passed me on the street. I still can't even bear to tlak to you and i don't know who to blame for you leaving. I wanted to blame cotton, or God, or you, or even myself, but i can't pin it on anyone. I just want you back here with me. Like ill wake up one morning and youll be my mom again. I have so many dreamd and hopes that i wanna fulfill, but i dont wanna do them without you here.I dont even wanna get up in the morning without knowing you're here. and i always feel so bad because even for the slightest second i forget to think about you or maybe ill think of how happy i am when how could i be happy without you here.I dont wanna be ahppy without you-it just seems so selfish, and i hete to be conceited or anywhere near the line of it. I just wish i could have one last conversation with you to tell you goodbye and makes sure you know that im only trying to stay strong and look foward to seeing you again.I need you sooo bad.
Here are some lyrics.i didnt write them, but theyre most definitely dedicated to my mom.
"tonight"(FM STATIC) I remember the times we spent together All those drives, we had a million questions All about our lives And when we got to New York everything felt right I wish you were here with me, Tonight
I remember the days we spent together, were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming Except we always woke up, Never thought not having you here now Would hurt so much
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding you Tonight
I remember the time you told me About when you were eight And all those things you said that night That just couldn't wait I remember the car you were last seen in And the games we would play All the times we spilled our coffees And stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me About your Jesus, and how not to look back Even if no one believes us When it hurts so bad, sometimes Not having you here
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding you Tonight
I say Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up And know the stars are Holding you, holding you, holding you Tonight
MY DEAREST TAMMY - I MISS YOU MORE TODAY THAN I DID YESTERDAY AND I KNOW THAT TOMORROW I WILL MISS YOU EVEN MORE - I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND WE ALL WISH EVERYDAY THAT WE COULD HAVE YOU BACK. I KNOW THAT I CREATED THIS MEMORIAL FOR YOUR MEMORIES AND YOUR CHILDREN AND THE LIFE THAT YOU LIVED FOR A SHORT TIME HERE ON EARTH BUT ...... TODAY I ASK THAT YOU TELL DADDY SOMETHING FOR ME......
TELL HIM THAT 15 YEARS AGO TODAY @ 6:30 A.M. WHEN GOD TOOK HIM HOME - HE TOOK A SMALL PART OF ME - (THE MONSTER THAT TOOK YOU MY DEAR SISTER - TOOK ANOTHER PART OF ME) BUT PLEASE TELL DADDY THAT EVERYDAY HIS "SIS" THINKS OF HIM AND MISSES HIM SO MUCH !!- HOW MUCH I WISH EVERYDAY THAT HE COULD SEE MY CHILDREN AND YOUR CHILDREN AND TIMMY'S SUMMER AND MELISSA'S LITTLE ANGELS AND BOP BOP'S AARON & CHASE - HOW I WISH HE WAS HERE TO WAKE UP WITH MOM IN THE MORNINGS AND BE THERE FOR HER AT THE END OF THE DAY WHEN SHE WANTS TO SHARE THOSE THINGS THAT A WIFE SHARES WITH HER HUSBAND. TELL DADDY THAT MOM IS THE STRONGEST WOMAN THAT GOD PUT ON THIS EARTH "IN MY EYES" HOW SHE GETS OUT OF BED EVERY MORNING AND SMILES AND LAUGHS AND YES SHE CRIES BUT SHE PUTS ALL 10 OF HER AND DADDY'S GRANDCHILDREN FIRST AND SHE PUTS THE 4 OF THE 7 CHILDREN THEY BROUGHT INTO THIS WORLD TOGETHER. I KNOW IF YOU WERE HERE THAT YOU WOULD SPEND THE DAY WITH ME - WE COULD TAKE OUR BABIES TO DADDY'S GRAVE AND PUT NEW FLOWERS AND VISIT WITH HIS MEMORIAL BUT NO WE CANNOT DO THAT TODAY BECAUSE THAT SELFISH BASTARD THAT TOOK YOUR LIFE - LEFT ME WITHOUT MY BEST FRIEND , MY CONFIDANTE , MY SISTER AND I KNOW THE OTHERS MISS YOU AS MUCH AND WISH SOME OF THE SAME THINGS - I PRAY EVERYDAY THAT WE ALL FIND SOME SORT OF PEACE - MAYBE THE OTHERS HAVE - I DONT KNOW - THEY SEEM TO DO BETTER THAN ME AND I AM SO GLAD - THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WISH I COULD CHANGE THAT THERE IS NOT ENOUGH TIME TO SIT HERE AND TELL YOU - JUST PLEASE KNOW THAT YOUR ABSENCE IS FELT IN BRITTANY - ALYSSA - MATT,MATT - NANA - TIM- MISSY - BRENDA AND THE LIST GOES ON. BUT ONCE AGAIN PLEASE TELL DADDY THAT I MISS HIM AND THAT FEELING IN THE PIT OF MY STOMACH AND THE ACHE IN MY TORN HEART IS THERE - HOW VERY MUCH I WISH I HAD YOU BOTH AND TODAY I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR DADDY SAY " I LOVE YOU SIS" OR A BIG DADDY-O HUG - I KNOW NONE OF THIS WILL HAPPEN AND I KNOW YOU TWO HAVE ONE ANOTHER. PLEASE WATCH OVER US !!!!!!!!
Justice/ Beth McAndrews As December 6th approaches, I pray that justice will be done. I don't understand why this has to happen, but I do know that God is in control and I have a peace in my heart that everything will be okay.
Harder than before / Britt Munn (daughter) The holidays, for me, are the tomes that i crash-when evrything gets harder, but im not gonna break down, so wutev. but i miss my mom every day.
check out these lyrics:
-broken heart-one more time-pick yourself up-why even cry-all the piecs in your hands-wonder how youll make it whole-you know-you pray-this cant be the way-you cry-you say-something's gotta change-mend this porcelain heart of meine-someone said a broken heart would sting at first then make you stronger-tell me why this pain remains-wre hearts made whole just to break-creator only you take brokeness and create it onto beauty once agin. -(Barlow Girls; Porcelain Heart)
-I heard avoice through the dischord of a deluge of passers-by-I saw one gaze frozen in time watching me passing by-I swear ill know your face in the crowd-and ill her your voice so loud when you're whispering-hey unfaithful ill teach you to be stronger-hey ungraceful-ill teach you yo forgive one another-hey unloving ill love you-jesus im ready to come home. (Under0ath(my fave band);Some will seek forgiveness:others escape)
love you all -britt- -mitt-mot-
What's ur secret????? / Brittany Munn (daughter) -The secret to true happiness is to count your blessings while others are busy counting thier troubles. -The seret to living is to live for something.
I miss my mom!!!!!
Love you all!!! -britt
TAMMY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH / Heather Dowey (neice)
TAMMY I MISS YOU NOW MORE THAN EVER I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO SEE BRITTANY AND ALYSSA AND MATT TO GROW UP ESPECIALLY BRITTANY YOU SHOULD SEE HOW MUCH SHE IS JUST LIKE YOU AND SHE MISSES YOU SO MUCH AS WELL AS I DO I STILL THINK ABOUT ALL THOSE TIMES YOU USE TO PICK UP BRITTANY AND I AND WE USE TO LISTEN TO THE SAME CD EVERYDAY AND WE KNEW EVERY WORD TO EVERY SONG - I WISH SO MUCH THAT WE COULD DO THAT NOW I WISH THAY YOU WERE HERE TO HAVE SEEN ME ON MY FIRST DAY OF HIGH SCHOOL AND ALSO FOR NEXT YEAR WHEN BRITTANY STARTS HIGH SCHOOL - I ALSO WISH EVERYDAY THAT YOU WERE HERE FOR MY MOM YOUR WERE HER BEST FRIEND AND SHE MISSES YOU SO MUCH AND ESPECIALLY NOW DURING THE HOLIDAYS YOU MADE EVERYTHING IN OUR LIVES BRGHTER AND MORE JOYOUS - YOU MAKE EVERYONE LAUGH NO MATTER WHAT WELL KEEP AND EYE ON US BRING US THROUGH EACH DAY I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND BRITTANY I KNOW THAT YOU MISS YOUR MOM AND KNOW THAT SHE LOVES YOU AND KNOW THAT IF YU EVER NEED TO TALK I WILL BE THERE I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH I KNOW THAT WE DON'T GET TO SEE EACH OTHER ALOT BUT I THINK ABOUT YOU AND LOVE YOU LOTS OF LOVE TO TAMMY
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! / Britt Munn (first daughter ) Mary and world, I love you all soooo much-all of my family and friends and I wish I could see everyone more and believe me- I try, but I can only do so much. And yes, there is a hole in my heart from my mom, but I know it will be filled on the day I go to meet her again. I have more respect for this site than ever before, and I take everyhting serious, but I do have to make evrything as fun as it can possibly be.I wish I had my mom to hold and to watch her put on her make-up or let her towel-dry my hair and swipe it out of my face and tell me how beautiful I am again, and for her to tie my shoes and retie them when I want them tighter, but I know she wants it just as much as I do, so it gives me comfort. I love the whole family and I pray for you every night. Love you, Mary
-Mitt-Mott (just 4 ol' times sake-that was 4 mary, mom, and melissa)
Brittany You are so Much Like Your Mother....... / Mary Staples (Sister)
MY DEAREST SISTER-I TITLED THIS TRIBUTE TODAY TO GET BRITTANY'S ATTENTION. A DAY DOES NOT GO BY THAT I DON'T STOP TO VISIT THIS SITE - AT LEAST ONCE A DAY (AND THAT IS ON A GOOD DAY) USUALLY IT IS NUMEROUS TIMES THROUGHOUT THE DAY & NIGHT. THERE ARE SO MANY TIMES I NEED TO TALK TO YOU TAMMY - SO MANY TIMES I KNOW YOUR TWO BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS AND HANDSOME SON NEED THEIR MOMMY - AND I KNOW A MINUTE DOES NOT GO BY THAT NANA DOES NOT THINK OF WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO HOLD HER PRECIOUS DAUGHTER THAT WAS TAKEN FROM HER (DAMN HIM) BUT AS BRITT SAYS YOU ARE IN A LOT BETTER PLACE THAN WE ARE - DOESN'T MAKE THINGS EASIER BECAUSE YOU ARE MISSED DEARLY AND LOVED SO VERY MUCH! BRITTANY HAS BEEN ONE OF MY IMPORTANT INSPIRATIONS THIS LAST 6 YEARS - I DON'T SEE HER LIKE I SHOULD BUT TAMS - YOU WOULD BE SO PROUD - SHE IS SO SMART - SO BEAUTIFUL - SO SPUNKY - SHE HAS HER OWN WAY - HER OWN PERSONALITY AND MOST OF ALL I ENVY HER STRENGTH - SHE IS THE STRONGEST CHILD I HAVE MET IN MY 35 YEARS OF LIFE - SHE SMILES HER TAMMY SMILE AND LAUGHS HER TAMMY LAUGH AND LOVES LIFE - I SENSE HER EMPTINESS AND LOSS IN HER WORDS BUT SHE EXPRESSES THEM WELL AND HAS A FAITH IN THE GOOD LORD THAT IS TO BE ADMIRED BY MANY - I KNOW THAT SHE IS SO MUCH LIKE YOU THAT SHE WILL NOT GIVE UP NOR WILL SHE GIVE IN !! YOU AND P.W. SHOULD BE SO PROUD AND I KNOW YOU ARE AND SO IS HER DAD - SO TO BRITTANY YOUR FIRST CHILD AND FIRST DAUGHTER - I SAY AS AUNT MARY - DON'T LET ANYONE EVER TAKE THE WIND OUT OF YOUR SAILS - YOU HAVE YOUR LIFE AHEAD OF YOU & SET YOUR GOALS WHERE YOU CAN REACH THEM - I KNOW THERE IS AN EMPTINESS IN YOUR HEART MY BRITT WHERE YOUR MOM WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM YOU & FOR EVERY TEAR YOU CRY & EVERY TIME YOU MISS HER KNOW THAT SHE IS YOUR FOREVER GUARDIAN ANGEL & KNOW THAT AUNT MARY CRIES THOSE TEARS WITH YOU AND FOR YOU AND I AM SO VERY PROUD - HOLD YOUR HEAD UP HIGH. I AM AFRAID & KNOW WITHOUT A DOUBT WE WILL ALWAYS HAVE THOSE DAYS THAT WE NEED OUR TAMMY HUG OR TAMMY KISS OR JUST TO HEAR HER VOICE OR SMELL HER SOFT JOVAN MUSK PERFUME SCENT BUT WE WILL NEVER HAVE THAT AGAIN - ALL WE CAN DO IS JUST WHAT YOU SAID MANY TIMES - WE HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL THAT VERY JUDGEMENT DAY & AS LONG AS I LIVE I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU !!!!! WITH ALL MY LOVE AUNT MARY
Yo(my gangsta flow)-MISS YOU / Britt Munn (first daughter ) This is Tammy's first daughter, Britt, and i dont get on here much, so im excited. Mom, I know i write you a letter and talk to you everyday, but i might-as-well show my public support, too. I know if you were here, you'd love who i've become-just how you would want me to be: athletic, in shape, and beautiful!!!!!!(just like you).I have braces now(thank GOD) and i make good grades(what we tried so hard for when you were here). I miss you and struggle evry day, but like Mary always says-im a strong girl-one of the strongest-and i wont give up. You're in a hell of a lot better place than we are(and i know i shouldn't say hell, but too durn bad). I miss you every day and i know you're with me-even right beside me reading this as i type it-it's a wierd thought, but it helps me get through every day. It still hasn't hit me taht i wont get to see you(until that very judgement day), and you'll miss a lot, but you'll still have a reserved seat at my wedding and in the delivery room, and ill talk to you before i head out for my first date-just so it'll meke me feel better.Well, I mISS YOU. and i love you. I still ahvent finished that dumb Harry Potter book we read every night, but i will-soon(probably not, but whatever).My stepmom's yellin at me to get off(yep- Dad married again(TOTAL PLAYA))J/K!
G2G!!!!!! much love and mulah to yah-TTYL!!!! -britt(or as you'd say:MITT)
People need to type stuff, so i wont be the onlt one. / Britt Munn (first daughter )
Mom, There's soooo much I could say. I've been writing alot of stuff. Ive been writing poetry since 5th grade, but now it's more serious. I'm entering contests and trying to get published.I actually write down things that I feel and they reach out to people, which I love.I wish you were here, but I know you're in a better place than all of us, and you probably like it alot better up ther, too. Dad says I can play softball. Do you remember when we used to play in the yard and I hit the ball soooo far we couldnt find it-well, i put those skills you taught me to good use after you died. I played for 5 years and 10 seasons, and i'm getting back into it now.I wish you could be there to watch me play.You'd be so proud. I used to cheer, but Dad didnt like it so he wouldn't let me try out again. Remamber when we used to listen to music all the time, well, music, now, is the most important thing in the world to me. I listen to evryhting(except the boo-hoo redneck country crap they call music). I even listen to christian(eben though if you heard them, you would deny they were and it would probably give someone who didnt listen to rock a headache-thts right-rock-its the best thing that evr happened to Earth-and my fave band is Underoath.Dont get me wrong, though-im not sum emo freak.Speaking of emo freak-thats what i was 4 halloween. i still trick-or-treat, so i went with a couple of my best friends and we had a blast. I'll never forget when you dressed up as a big, blu m&m and came to my class at school to hand out candy.I can still hear your voice and see your face that day("hay,britt, its mommy")and ill never forget i used to get called to the office and id be sooo scared i was in trouble, but you'd just dropped off a card saying you loved me and missed me-I miss those card soooo much.I cant write anymore 'bout that cuz im tearing up-i just randomly remembered that, though.(i hope anyone who reads this tears up like i am -to make it all worth it in the end).well, my fingers are hurtin and my eyes are blurry, so i can barely see to type, so im gonna go. TTYL!!!!!!
love and mulah to all my fans(ill autograph n-e-time)!!!!!
-britt email me, but dont get mad if i dont email back cuz im on life-time restriction 4m the internet. I do manage to snaek on her though!!!!
-BRitt
tragic/ Tracy Pittman(Volcke) (graduated with )Read >>
tragic/ Tracy Pittman(Volcke) (graduated with )
I remember Tammy from school, and she was the nicest person you could ever meet. When I heard about what happen I was shocked and horrified. My thoughts go out to you. Close
I wish i got the chance to know her. / Emma Russell (I know her sister/kids )Read >>
I wish i got the chance to know her. / Emma Russell (I know her sister/kids )
i didnt get the chance to know her-which is my loss but, pictures i see of her-she was BEAUTIFUL. i see a lot of her sister[Mary] in her. I know that what happened to her was VERY WRONG-and no one understands why God would let something like this happen to any one, but she is with Him now, and she is watching her family and loved ones. I just wanted to pay my respects to her and her family, I'm here for you if you need anything.
She is missed Dearly / Sonya Tidwell (she was a dear friend )
Yes she is and always will be my dear friend she was a great listner and someone whom you can tell anything to she was in my first wedding to my hubby and she stood right by my side right through everything and im so happy to say she was a great friend that will be missed by me terribly i wish u would have now she was in trouble with this person i would have tried to help her get away from him before it was too late this very day not a day goes by i dont think of my dear departed friend and wish there was more i could do to have helped her out so this tragedy would have never happened but it is too late and she has gone to heaven with my Angel my grandson by my step daughters son that died this past year from something really terrible, and i now shes up there holding him and rocking him for me until i see you again oneday my friend your memory will never be forgotten by me no matter what so until that day i love you girl and miss our freinship we had terrible. love you always sonya tidwell remember all those days at Atec when we just did nothing but hair and made our selves pretty hha love ya always your friend that had never forgotten you not one bit sonya tidwell Close
i know that i dont get on here as much as i should its just hard sometimes but that is no excuse. now more than ever we need you looking down us and protecting us. i hate the way that things have turned out between me, alyssa and brittany i know that you are disappointed. it is not anyone's fault its just like everyone says God has a plan and everything happens for a reason, so im sure that things will find a way. i think about you everyday and wish that just one more time i could tell you that i love you. i hope that you are watching over momma everyday so many times i wish that you were here to help her the things that she has to endure in this life. especially with the holidays coming up we will all wish that you were here to share the good times with all of us. i love & miss you so much. Close
Sorry it's been so long!!! / Beth McAndrews (friend)Read >>
Sorry it's been so long!!! / Beth McAndrews (friend)
I'm so sorry I haven't been on here in a while!! Life has a way of getting in the way of things. Anyway, for some reason, Tammy has really been on my mind lately, more so than usual. I spent Christmas in SC with my family, and got to spend time with my niece and nephew Heather and Alex ( Bubba) who are also Tammy's niece and nephew. Tammy, I wish you could see how much they've grown!!! Bubba is such a strong,handsome young man. Heather went to a Christmas Formal dance at school and she gave us all pictures of herself all dressed up. She was so beautiful!! Can you believe she's going to be 16 in a few months?
My boys are growing so fast, and I'm sorry you never got the chance to meet them. Connor was only 10 months old when you left us and David was born a year and a half later.
To a step Mother I didn't get a chance to know. / Elizabeth Bone Read >>
To a step Mother I didn't get a chance to know. / Elizabeth Bone
Tammy,
Its been so long since I have been able to sit down and think about how I would word this. I want you to know that in the little bit of time that we got to spend together you have always had a place in my heart. You were and still are the mother of my beautiful sister and bother. They miss you so much. It's a terrible thing that you had to leave this wonderful place so soon. We all know that you are in a much better place. The only thing that I wish to be different for you is that you missed out on the wonderful children that you made. Everytime I look at Sissa or Matt all I can see is you. It brings tears to my eyes. I want you to know that with the tragic thing that happened to you taught me so much. I made me realize the kind of guy that I don't want to be with and what you missed out on. I know that I didn't get to know you all that well but I love you and I miss you so much. I can't wait until the day that we meet again. I time seems so far away that it seems as if it will never come. I want you also to know that your children couldn't have had anyone better than Nana to take wonderful care of them. Just know that I love you and this is so hard and it makes no sense at all but I love you and I know that you are with me everyday and I hope that we all make you proud and put that beautiful smile on your face. It's a terrible way that you had to leave us but know I love you and miss you. Talk to you later. Love always Elizabeth aka Lizzy Lou
I am thinking of you. / Melanie Brown (High School Friend )Read >>
I am thinking of you. / Melanie Brown (High School Friend )
Dear Tammy,
I just found out today of your terrible accident. God will surely get the people that hurt us the most. I am sure you know that your kids will be taken care of. I have not talked to you in forever and then I find out about your death. It kills me. My heart broke into a hundred pieces to find out that you have left this cruel world. You are in a better place.
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